Friend Tom Consilvio killed himself in 1991.
No one has told me he left an explanation.
I create my own.
With respect due to you and others.
Tom's suicide, a crucial bonding with his beloved teenage son Amos.
Amos had terminal cancer.
Tom hung himself so Amos would find him.
"Amos, I love you so much. 
I know you will understand. 
I take my own life to honor you and yours.  
To prove my love in this dramatic  form.
To acknowledge your courage facing your own death.  
To join you in this adventure.
To set the natural order of father before son.
And knowing you will show your brother and others how to live and die.
Amos, I love us as father and son."

A friend wants to help docent partner get more:
What I advised my BHS art picture kids, 

"If you want to diddle in the dark . . .

Otherwise, when looking and wanting to see-feel-think stuff: 

Best to start with 'facts' - what is actually there?!

Do it over again  until fuller.  

You do get to decide if it's worth it or no!"

Subject: You got me in a fun hurting place DH! + worst 'exposure' ever! 
I'm a 99% guy who wants the 1%er's $$$ to do test prints +++ then I'd decide all this!

But then you'd be a 99% guy who couldn't afford my gallery prices  
we'd be unconnected   + me a fool!

!Love this   rather exhilarating  actually.

Much of our fun depends on viewing distance and print size!

Attached are two files.  Look and try to imagine

Here are a few choice paths and we could dig up cool s'mores ... more befuddling!?

#1- This tweaked version of my original file (which was little league underexposed)

       will not show much 'noise' in the shadow areas  which will show as black 

       but you lose the 'open' quality in areas, ie: women and men - balcony ...

#2- This other tweaked version will show some 'noise' in the dark areas and overall

       but will show more 'information' in some featured areas.         

#A- Size n distance matters ... a 15x15 r smaller #1 viewed closer up 

makes for having some cake and eating size.   

Viewing a 20x20 #2 from further away negates the 'noise' of choosing this more 'info' #2 picture.

#?- How'd you even find this sukker    there are others...?!

#!- "Fuck you Bill!   Got a horse ta ride outta here on?!"

Dave does whatever...     
Os me

99%  =   =   + + + + + + +

Right Now  Flickr 

Website   Nick and I

BooYaaHere!

Nancy  Monet  Moses  Esther  =  Wonderful ... Os

Think and Feel Our Histories.
Our BALTIMORES!

Reply - answering questions and 'talking':

See here Dave ! :

Os  Bill.

99%  =   =   + + + + + + +

Right Now  Flickr 

Website   Nick and I

​See how I do my 'Signature'!?​

​This tells big-stuff​    in the me-mind.

-

Dignity & Digital - Occupy & mePolSelf & Control & ++++ 

= left the speculative-capitalist and unproductive art scene for greener internet sharing +

= way more connections than galleries n postcards! +
-

Do not do trouble on my acct = I can fit-in w/o skippin' beats ... it's about TRUCKIN'... 

+ telling me dates of your regular tours!  (Promising I'm 'guided' like the no-name 99%er I am.)

= save n redeem your sweat-miles for loved ones n really big-shooters!

So  now wat up ?

'talks' ...  folks  'want'  'romantic'  'talkers'  'name recoggers',  

 "Honey!  What's her name's at DiRosa! Let's go!"

= save n redeem your sweat-miles fer a duh big hoot.

Dear Dave    Look around the actual room   breathe   we'll have our fun r whatever ...

Folks have been fired getting me too close          fine - a few fired-up!

Dave?!: 

Subversive-relevant gesture: 
make a bizcardsize hand-out-thing  with all my internet links ... probably not.

Os Bill

note I put on FB:

Damn-again! You know what I believe ...
I'm a COMMONist-NoRacism-NoOligarchy/Plutocracy +++ & a share guy!
capitalism is a fucking-all evil! ... human-nature aids & abets!
I'd best just ride outta here bareback on my pictures . . .
bs: Ho! probably will post my 'Buy' page every weakend ... oy! say-wat?!
My pleasure, Bill.

http://www.nytimes.com/2015/04/12/magazine/the-radical-vision-of-toni-morrison.html

KEEP ON TRUCKIN'... Honorable Mister Dixon White! My mother is rollin' way happier in her ashes!
See YouTube, please. Os Bill.

My Flickr response to member "Paradise.Found" request not to use/pilfer his pictures.
You n me found.
"Pilfer: thieve, purloin, filch, appropriate, steal, especially in small quantities...
?capitalist definition of sharing!
We do do our own dictionaries!
Fun pain pleasure ++++
KEEP ON TRUCKIN'... P.Found 
Bill = billdane.com/ "

THE Women In Black.

"Knuc If You Buc"
me:  
capitalism = evil
(human nature heavily involved)
= racism + 
= all of us pretty damn soon enough ...
& we will all see what we all do !
Os lil'billy

Courtesy of the Flickr picture-sharing site - I met Жека and his pictures !

Я кричал в вашем направлении, Жека!
Вы мастер Жека бизнеса и Жека искусства!
Нам повезло!
Привет вашим товарищам там - всегда с вами!
Мы живы в удовольствии олигархов.
Они теперь запустить планету = Oy! = Худшее!
Обама не имел никакой власти $$$$$$$$, ребята!  
У нас есть любит музыку и наши фотографии! + + +
Слушайте моего сына-в-законе песни, "Ode To России", мы плачем, как всегда ...
http://lofisymphony.com/music.html
Любовь к вам всем от нас - Билл.

or
I am yelling in your direction, Жека!
You are the master of Жека business and Жека Art!
We are lucky!
Greetings to your comrades there - with you always!
We are alive at the pleasure of the oligarchs.
They now run the planet = Oy! = the worst!
Obama had no power against $$$$$$$$ guys!
We have our loves  music and our pictures! +++
Listen to my son-in-law's song, "Ode To Russia", we weep as forever ...
http://lofisymphony.com/music.html
Love to you all from us - Bill.

Try  Richard D. Wolff  if it's not making sense . . .

New study that drummers are more intelligent than . . .
I've got your new study, dude, right here next ta the rest of 'em, bra, n next ta nothin' ... 
But  "from each according to ability - to each according to need", comrade! 
Marx studied lots!   Os me

Follow your gut.
Not ruling out other helpful organs n systems.

Dudes, manipulation is rampant ...
"San Francisco '15"
You gotta believe some of us!? sometime of the time ...
The street in San Francisco, 2015 ... really.
Then, I do use Lightroom5, which is admittedly a junior photoshop -
and actually makes for more fun than my old film stuff
-darkrooms-processing-enlargers-prints +++ -
and oy nasty chemicals oozing into pieces of me ...
!Now please, go away electro-EMFs!
Abrazos Bil

Be  thoughtful - curious - listen!

Be not afraid of the knowledge of our past and others'  . . .

​I love You Moses    We love you​ Moses

Dad + + +

Cosima-Moses  Feb '15
where's Oakum?

¡ i am telling you ...look what i found !
¡ i feel it (doesn't) just happen/s !
(perhaps in a commonist culture = unnecessary ?!)
piled n pooped on all sadnesses = i cringe n crawl on ... wit hombre Beckett . . .
Os  Bill

email stuff:

"The Thacker school number 10 on the most elite. 
Most elite outside of northeast."

I ain't no "Thacker"   it's Thacher dude    & no pennies for us! 
=  ho ho ho 'n a so-lucky jumpa I be   to date!   (marry?) ... we'll chat!

"Apologies!" 

Os - I dont need no stinkin' apologies 

Mommy schooled me to ignore all bygone-uppity-class doo doo

but = I do have her stories + yale-grave-sites + mayflower hype on both sides
small $ + mother + ¡hella good Luck and Chance! = Life - Empathy +- !?
i'm just tryin' ta  KEEP ON TRUCKIN'...   here 'n there 
lil'billy    aka: William Thacher Dane

Esther Dulberg Dane's art-gift Honors Oscar Grant and Family.
Daughter Tatiana here in Oakland at the Fruitvale BART station. 
Where Oscar was killed !

Je suis  Oscar Grant
Nous Sommes Tous! Bill.

. . . stuff goes on . . . yin-yang . . . joys-horrors . . .
Just simple Luck&Chance ... 
So removed ... fear cancer   auto accidents   climate change
KEEP ON TRUCKIN'...

Tahoe '14

Je Suis  Eric Garner  "I can't breathe."
Nous Sommes Tous! Bill.

The enemies are  human-nature   capitalism    the global 0.5% + wannabees.
We won't but entertain racist-oligarchs  by smashing each other in the streets.
I believe this is the age of global  scandal    homeland   house-of-cards ...
Has every age felt like the ending.
Whatevers...   KEEP ON TRUCKIN'...

Michael Brown - Ferguson Missouri
Honored by Esther Dulberg Dane 

I have a facebk home page wit all your posts... dont i ?!  
Os   lil'billy
= late Blumer = my mother's mother's family name
like her yale doc uncle who told top of class Vassar Edie - 'women can't be docs'
she listened =ed her fave n only real male role model father-sub
Edith Thacher = '30s+ pinko commie socialist & med tech worker + + + + +
Luck? Chance? Thank Yous?!
Edie helped really fine progressive moves in our Sierra Madre-Pasadena area + !  
Rght up to her fianale in '02 !

Too Often! 
Folks can/will Not get inside other heads/words/pictures.
"Why did you say that...why do that ?!
Are you so fuckin' out of it? - disaffected - loony - whatever ?!"
I can be just like this also !
We just gotta KEEP ON TRUCKIN'...

Get Behind Our Black Community Voices - Their Truths !

Richmond California  
Police Chief Chris Magnus Joins Anti-Police Brutality Protest

+ Happier Day

I took my actual UCSF MRI report and work/played  'with myself!'  fun for myself!  for a few of you?  
(Damned if this and/or that.)

I am not sure   it is not clear  my pictures   this stuff   the past  right now   relationships  writing thinking feeling
You know  there are the times when even I know I may have lost it     apologies?   retractions?    regrets?   

​Must keep on building my consciousness​   living  without causing pains I can recognize and consider.

Looking for pleasure  in all forms   instinct and gut  and as much thinking as possible!

Must be culpable for my public sharing  fa sho! 

And this, the:
UCSF REPORRR . . .  'well'  not exactly:
Semi-Random BRAIN MRI: 12/5/2014 6:29 PM  following our ho-ho holiday schedule = Cheers!?

CLINICAL HISTORY: +- 76 years old penis with African origins & attached parts + history of hemorrhagic stroke ++++++  = wreckage.
Comrade known with melanoma, from left upper back - approach wit care ?  Rule out underlying nasty metastatic disease from melanoma ... Please.

COMPARISON - for office party thing only: 10/18/2014 MRI

TECHNIQUE: Multiple slice-sequences through the brain were acquired at 1.5 Tesla = he didn't feel a thing...physically - seemed happy to chat ... I remember him.

CONTRAST MEDIA: Intravenous gadolinium chelate was administered for post-contrast imaging - sadly w/o the usual table dancing effect - weed next time.

FINDINGS:

There is no reduced diffusion the brain parenchyma or calvarium. No hydrocephalus, midline shift or brain herniation ... believin' whatever works.

There is no suspicious intracranial enhancement = this fucker's an historical pinpoint to the minus 1Kth.

The prior hemorrhagic lesion in the right occipital lobe is seen as a slightly smaller zone of susceptibility artifact...creep could have at least grown up.There is no associated suspicious enhancement or new mass effect to suggest an underlying lesion - legions will be delt with if they show - call 911 - duh!

Unchanged numerous foci of T2/FLAIR signal hyperintensity involving the supratentorial brain parenchyma and also the central pons - do not fuck with us - it's late.These are nonspecific but most likely represent a consequence of chronic small vessel ischemic disease = get him back to his transients - in his oh so small vessels - thinks he's cool.

IMPRESSION:

Expected evolution of right occipital hemorrhagic focus, without evidence of underlying evolving lesion - thinks normal vision coming soon - let 'im sleep.

No evidence of intracranial metastatic disease = sweet - why the heart-on-sleeve mouth ?!   anti-puritan strain?   shares shit.

Not recommended for catheterizational family-home care = ?     get his BP up  fooo     carb the sucker   
Luck'll bottom fer ol' ¡EWB!   ie: be also: EndtittyWhiteBoy   
dream-on  us

END OF IMPRESSION:   boooyaaa!

! Thank You for being here n there !

I 'trapped' you into hearing my 9/13/14  stroke story
and the  'maybe caused by loose melanoma cells'  ongoing diagnosis.

Last MRI today = No cancer cells in head.

I have a manageable visual disturbance of vision  but nothing much else.

1% chance of repeat hemorrhagic stroke   if Blood Pressure is controlled.

Mostly  folks don't know what we're going thru    our mazes . . .

Whatever the Right Ways to deal with shit may be for each of us . . .

A plan   ethic   a moment's need or want   I chose to add to your pile.

Good luck for all of us  
Os  Grateful Bill
Indulged myself with this one ... let the sharing gene run loose!
when i'm really going     i'll shut up     you won't notice

Killed - Michael Brown - Eric Garner + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
The Black Community Must Speak Their Own Truths.
Do not enable righteously alienated angry entitled white 'protestors'.
Persons who publicly disrespect The Soul Of The Black Experience.
Persons whose violence pollutes the message of Black Americans.
Persons piggybacking their agendas onto The Black American Experience.
Get-Back.  Get-Behind.   Help.

MRI was fun - always good people outside the tube - inside is all about inside = just fine.

Doc tomorrow is another day - special trimmings and various thoughts n feelings +

Fortunate to be leaving this limbo for another.

Dear People.
Of course  all lives matter, which is sadly, historically, irrelevant  because
BLACK LIVES DO NOT MATTER.
Ergo "BLACK LIVES MATTER"  Because They Haven't.
They Don't.
White lives matter.
Effective clue: I am not profiled + + + + + 
Myths-Structures of class - white 'race' superiority - economics have plagued the world for centuries.
THE DEHUMANIZATION OF THE OTHER.
Nasty murderous shit flows-on... 
Intentionally or Not and promulgated by media-individuals-groups-church-state-tech-capitalism-art-'history'  + + +
And by the  beside-the-point: ALL LIVES MATTER.
THEY DON'T.
ALL LIVES MATTER lacks perspective-confuses folks-disrespects the Black Experience +++ and rationalizes more evil acts.
Effective clue:
Can you stand in front of any black person and tell her that all lives matter.
When all lives are actually equal - perhaps all lives will actually matter.
Os,  Bill
"BLACK LIVES MATTER"
blacklivesmatter.com/herstory/
"SURJ"
www.showingupforracialjustice.org/

Michael Brown - Dead.
Eric Garner - Dead.
Young Black Men Dead ++++ Killed by police in Our U.S.A.    
?Legally!
We Are Dying.   

We can get better !
Among places to start:

Sing

Sing your own style

Sing

Right now   and asap  Please

You Can Sing!

Sing on every song you play

If you don't Sing  Your thevoice is not there

DrumVoice  Hot!
SingVoice   Do it!

You Need All Your Voices Moses

WriteVoice    You have thoughts and feelings to share!

I wanna hear all your voices Moses Dulberg Dane   before I go away  please! 

I Love You!

Do or Don't  = You are the perfect  Moses Dulberg Dane  for me ... and Us.
"So Say We All"

note to emailer:
Hello!  whoever

hoping the lively are living

very curious  wonderfilled  barrage of stuff

I am constantly amazed by stuff     gotta love it
my mom was a fine citizen   a fearful mother   who did we know

I did cars and  bb  22 + army guns

targets were ok       animals  not after a pretty dead bird & a missed bunny 
use vit c since Linus

almost did govt   saved by collected adhesive experiences  
dialectically synthesized '61 - 65'  bay area  uc  RosaParks/X/MLK  vietnam  reagan

hello Art

thank You

Os dr bill

do whatever we do as good as we can

off   the top
giotto picasso pollock keifer ...
atget winogrand lil'billy ...
böll morrison banks michaels ...
bresson godard sayles tarantino ...
mozart einstein gandhi x king chomsky moyers ...
anyone engaged making the expression of an unique poignant mysterious pleasureful vision-critique  
not harmful to the health of we the people

always a gift

Why doesn't every person have UCSF - Cuba does it - Denmark does it
9/13 event - assumed it was my annual classic aura migraine visitor 
hmmm  why this remaining patch of disturbed vision . . . UCSF 
after these weeks of fine Doctors - fine staff - services
Vascular Neurologist with MRI shows me my hemorrhagic stroke place - should resolve 
neurological and dementia tests = OK+
Blood Pressure - Weight  + +  

My 'LAMENTO' Ma'Merdecrochetmec' 'Scheißeaufhängerkerl' MyAnti-Mascot  Мой'Дерьмокрюкпарень'  'Cazzogancioragazzo' Logoguy  我的'扯淡挂钩家伙'  'بلدي 'الخطاف شيت غي  Mi'Chicocolgadormierda'  MyPutz-פּאַץ.
here  and  here   +

OK, Alumni + ... no $  but:

William Thacher Dane  '56 (*)

Barry n Ben tried to talk me out of leaving senior year

I was a psycho-hormonal-behavioral flounderer
Knew I couldn't arrive w/o departing    shit happens  fa sho

Amazing  odd  awful  nuanced  (like this life - even my us army '57-'60)
I loved my-the Midland    
Treasure

You are on a special adventure

Grateful Bill

For Us
This is our foundationary 'product' here at 1065 Talbot + :

Maximum Vibrance

   & it's ingredients

       from Amazon = $aver

​My 'today's-bible' = the articles in  Science In The Public Interest's,  "Nutrition Action Healthletter"

​Leading to tiny &/or useless &/or harmful results

​ from most supplements ... multiple vites  +

No-longer-immortal-me leads to Blood Pressure & Weight  + + +  
And hopefully to vascular & head betters  + + +
Os work   Bill

Help us become something better !

classic migraine   
break time
average only once a year since '49  
whaaa whaaa   blah blah   but funky

We Remember Human Beings who LABOR.
Remember Slaves.
Remember Mothers.
Remember Unions?!
Our Builders - Teachers - Healers - You ?!
Os Us.

USA = we enable the killing and murdering of Human Beings.
Here and there.
I am sick and I am sad.
Help make us something better.
Love,  Bill.

So horrible - so sad.

Imagine being programmed to know of every injustice as it happens ...

TRUCKIN'... + celexa + ethanol + whatevers = not up ta that

Should we just stop knowin' shit ... just now n then ... 
We got some over-topper chem-imbalances in motion

My Gallery  unrelated to $$$  ho ho ho  I'm a picture Santa.

Reply to concerned art-citizen not wanting to appear self-funky in public:
I assume we are as self-important & self-indulgent & self-absorbed 
& self-motivated & self-whatevered as we are.
We're curious about our amazing journey thru amazing spaces.
We choose some tools and poke around.
KEEP ON POKIN'...
& have fun out there with the others...

A welcome divert
I'm having to lie down
https://www.youtube.com/watch?list=RDoavMtUWDBTM&v=MQ78IlJs5JQ

S.F. '14